Still too young to fail, too scared to sail away

But one of these days Ill grow old

And Ill grow brave and Ill go

One of these days.

Angus & Julia. I relate very much to these lyrics, helps that this song is amazing too.

Proof that I'm not right in the head:

I stayed over at Brad's last night and had a dream that his older brother (who never talks to me due to randomly deciding he doesn't like me months ago) came into the room and licked my forehead and I had no idea what to do so I just pretended to be asleep, I also couldn't move due to being paralyzed by fear because in my dream Brad wasn't there. Then later I dreamed that he did it because Brad dared him to and he thought it was hilarious but I obviously found it terrifying.

Just putting it out there, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!? I have a book in my room that interprets your dreams (don't ask me why) but where do you even begin with a dream like that? I'm too distraught to even find an appropriate picture for this post. Peace.x

How I looked this morning. I think it's an accurate picture of how I felt. Tired & unclean. Last night wasn't amazing (I wore high heels and was in a lot of pain most the night) but it had it's good moments. Highlights:


- Having to go to the staff area of mooseheads to 'collect' a friend that was so drunk she was vomiting in a bucket with two bottles of water next to her. my job was to coax her down five flights of stairs and then take her to the taxi rank.

- The forty year old bogan lady that when walking past me exclaimed loudly 'look how pale that girls legs are!!' and howled with laughter. I wanted to be offended but I actually just found it hilarious.

- Going to say goodbye to my gay friend only to see him start violently making out with a random guy that looked like a pirate. Needless to say we left him in peace.

- Singing anything Nicki Minaj too enthusiastically.

- The homeless man wearing a crazy hat and holding a dog that shouted 'legs that go on for miles' at me. I felt violated.

- Eating cold KFC and reflecting on our night with the birthday boy, Hagan.

Some of those highlights sound more bad than good but those are the things that you remember months later and still laugh about. I'm also aware this post makes me and my friends sound like filthy bogans but what can I say? It was just one of those nights.

Presented my group assignment. Did & passed my drug calculation. Finished my essay that isn't due till Thursday and almost finished my biology speech due Friday. Now I just gotta smash out my reflection today (due Monday) and celebrate my progress by going out tomorrow for my friend's birthday. I think the above picture says it all.

Bridget Jones.

Watched this last night. I love everything about this movie. Totally relate-able 

summer, summer, summer!

click

All I'm currently able to think about. I'm finding it near impossible dragging myself outta bed at 7am for uni with it being so cold. My solution? Wearing the ugliest but warmest jumpers. Not good enough. I want to be in singlets and shorts. I want to be fitter, blonder and tan (unlikely, but a girl can dream right?). I want to be sunbathing on my boyfriend's trampoline. I want to be at Simon's Farm, swimming in his creek in the day and around a fire with Jess and/or Charlotte playing a guitar and some Coronas at night. I want to be at the gold coast on the beach. I want to be eating watermelon, strawberries and various smoothies everyday. I want Kambah Pool. I want to be on my trip to New Zealand, doing everything that is possible to do there with my four best friends, already. I Want  Summer.    

Fun Fact: My friend told me yesterday that she can pull her keys out of her car whilst driving and nothing happens. Naturally, I was super excited to try this. My car wouldn't let me take my keys out. Fail. Day ruined.


I wanted to start this next paragraph by saying 'now in happier news', but I really don't have much news that's happy. I've got plenty more sad news however, like the fact that I have a drug calculation test tomorrow that I have to get a 100% on to pass the course and then a group presentation due Thursday then three assignments due next week then an essay and test the week after that. Oh, the life of a wannabe nurse. But there's a light at the end of the tunnel. After ALL that, I get holidays for a week in which I'm going to the Gold Coast for Uni Games. What's Uni games you ask? A week of partying, playing sport and skulling goon with 7000 other university students. Sound amazing? It is. For the opening ceremony they booked out Dreamworld and got a liquor license. Needless to say, I'm pretty excited.

But before all that it's gym first and then work. Peace.x  

twenty days then this is me.

They say a picture's worth a thousand words.

before hitting the city last week.

simon's farm - my favourite place. taken two years ago.

my best friend since primary school despite living in different states.

Sparkadia/Operator Please/Alpine gig.

the boyfriend and me doing what we do best, eating.

cube. best nightclub. laura fell over.

moose nightclub's jumping castle.

my sister's drawing of how she sees me.

my twin sister. it was st paddy's day.